as much as i wanted to please one,
i pissed the other off.
i'm sorry.
my sincere apologies.
really.
my actions were not appreciated. noticed, but ignored.
my apologies, not accepted.
every action and word i say, chucked aside.
i get no chance. i'm blocked and shunned.
like some animal, caged in the zoo.
i want to try and help you. help salvage the situation.
but if you don't open up, what am i suppose to do?
who knows how exactly am i feeling?
my blog is just my cover. never judge a book by its cover.
you know me well enough.
to know how much this means to me.
i was hurt today.
i just want to be left alone.